Bon Chic Bon Genre

Blog and writer, rekindled.

2011-06-26T20:37:00.000-07:00

Gosh, it's a lil dusty here *cough*

I went to Mak Ngah's house yesterday and I know Ramadhan is a month away but she & mum already sharing tips for raya cookies, cakes and stuff, and mum has strongly demanded me to help her baking cakes, making cookies and stuff and that means I've officially been appointed as her unpaid assistant since I'll be at home the whole ramadhan which is going to be one hell of a torturesome to sniff all those tantalizing smell of buttery cookies when you are fasting at the same time but come to think of it, this will be the only ramadhan that I can spend the whole month making cookies with mum and spend the whole month break-fasting with families and close relatives as this kind of holiday only comes not once in a blue moon but once in a lifetime, 4 months semester break are u kidding me? I'm certain that I'm not gonna be on a holiday this long in the future and that is why I'm looking forward to this sacred month of ramadhan.

(I was about to post this on twitter but u know twitter with its ridiculous 140 characters limitation (I know it sucks right!?) So I realized that my blog is the medium I could turn into. Well at least I know I could use my blog for something hehe)

Oh, how was my internship? Well it was awesome. It was a fulfilling 6 weeks of attachment. Bosses can be such a pain in the butt but at times, they can be pretty cool too. Okay they are just unpredictable. Working is fun sometimes but nay, for now, imma go for lecturers not bosses (yet). Toodles.

p/s: I miss u blogger. It feels so great to rekindle with u back after months of break-up.

hello hello february baby

2011-02-01T03:57:00.000-08:00

my previous post was on November 2010?! Haha.
ok, maybe i don't feel the ravishment to blog that often but i do enjoy reading others' blogs.
this is the first post 0f 2011. so basically my 2011 started off good, Alhamdulillah. there were a bit of broken patches here and there but i managed to handle it well. i'm in my 2nd semester of my 3rd year kinda excited though at the same time banyak kerja and pening kepala. :/

i just got back from Langkawi yesterday for our Land Law Research on Malay Reservation Land. i didn't bring my camera so memories were not properly snapped. but thanks to the life savers who were willing to take my pictures during the field trip and tag me on FB.

Spluuuurrrrrgggeeeee!

Happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese mates have an awesome Gong Xi Fa Cai.
AND I have another welcome wish to kick start my February - DAVID LUIZ & FERNANDO TORRES, welcome to Stamford Bridge!

holiday business

2010-11-28T09:06:00.000-08:00

My holiday is so so so black and white and the only thing I do to colorize it is by having a 'Cooking Lesson with Mum'! And I never knew cooking could be so much fun! Right now, I know how to cook kangkung goreng belacan, bendi masak taucu, sambal udang masak petai, ketam masak manis, ketam masak lemak cili api, sup ekor etc etc etc. And most of the lauks I mentioned are Hariz's favorites! HAHA! And that makes Masterchef US as my favorite show of the holiday.

Apart form that, I do pilates and dumbbells lifting every evening but I skipped my routine today as I had an unbearable menstrual pain the whole freaking day. But I don't know if the workouts ever give effect in burning my calories as I kinda eat like a monster cuti ni. AND I have wisdom tooth coming it's aching so bad what a bummer kan.

What else? Nothing much lah. I told u my holiday is so uneventful. Okay it's 1.30 am already! I wanna watch ATP World Tour Final between the two rivals Federer & Nadal! Vamos Nadal! :)
Bye sweet bloggers! Oh btw did u watch AMA's 2010? OMG I think I'm starting to like J.Bieber after I watched it. Pretty insane? Hey I think he's cool! And because he mentioned Michael Jackson in his speech for God's sake! Aaawww I'm touched. Don't throw eggs on me! Ok bye!

holiday baby!

2010-11-15T07:18:00.001-08:00

Wow it's been ages huh?

Holiday has started and my first semester of third year has just ended. Huge sigh of relief? Nah, I don't think so as I have 3 more semesters to go. And exams were like eerrrrrrr. Okay screw that first.

What have u guys been up to this holiday? I don't really have a specific plan on what to do or where to go. But hey, Raya Haji is coming this Wednesday. So, wishing all Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha. As usual I will be going back to Melaka lagi. Excited.

My writing is getting lamer and boring kan? :/

Planning on doing some minor shopping-spree next month. I've been holding on this in for too long. I can't recall when was the last time I did this shopping thingy. And honestly, the last movie I watched in cinema was Eclipse. Yea, how lifeless u think my life right now? Plan nak tengok Takers and Life As We Know It pun tergendala saja.

Bought 3 Little Black Dress novels ready to fill in the holiday. Plus Torrent who will always be my best friend.

Missing Hariz and my 3 lil guinea pigs. :(

And the most important thing is I've started off my pilates routine back. Dah lama gila la tak work-out patutlah badan asyik lesu and sluggish.

And mind u, it's not the zero size I'm chasing for. It's the healthy lifestyle I'm aiming for.

Happy holiday!

pure white dream

2010-09-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

WB WB WB WB WB!! CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MISS ALIA AND HAVE MY WB!!
oh, and raya was awesome!! wish i could turn back the hands of time to the 1st of Syawal.
i wanna have that joy and happy moments again and again and again!

yaya is in lala mood. :D

p/s: Hariz's sister, Aliya is in Hospital Besar Ipoh due to blood disorder. let's pray and hope she'll be fine soon. Amin.

the former Alia and the latter Aliya are two different persons.
have a nice beautiful holiday everyone.

under pressure

2010-09-07T09:22:00.000-07:00

i know law school sucks u have to deal with assignments in the middle of raya but i believe law profession in the future sucks even more. so, lets take this challenge whole-heartedly and maybe we can get a lil bit of fun out of it.

i know each one of u is under a lot of pressure bcuz we have a lot of things to do in so little time.
but don't let pressures and emotions dictate yourself.

yes, a lil bit of fun can be accomplished IF we do not let ourselves sink into the sea of pressures and stressfulness. come on, we have to live life to the fullest.

we have less than 2 years to work together. we may not see and hear from each other anymore after that. so let this 2 years filled with love and happiness, not hatred or discontentment.
bcuz i'm tired and sick of dramas.

i wanna see the bond between us, not segregation or anything.
the only people that understands what i've gone through at law school are u guys bcuz we've gone through the same thing.
i heart u, 24th batch. be strong.

wishing everybody salam aidilfitri and maaf zahir batin dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki.
have a nice raya holiday and berhati-hati di jalan raya.

Queen - Under Pressure

love,
yaya.

quickie

2010-08-14T06:32:00.001-07:00

hello dudes and dudettes.
sorry for the long overdue. my life now is drastically changed.
no more late night lepaks at mamak - no more self-update on celebrity buzz - weekdays are very very very much occupied - i nearly forgot my dad's birthday (this is so unforgivable) - i can't go back home on this Ramadhan due to bundle of works await.

i shouldn't be complaining much. every single student would've been experiencing the same phase.
this is the time u comprehend the fact that what life is all about.
i'm happy. my life now is pretty much content. i'm glad that i don't really depend on people nowadays. i believe i can handle things on my own. i'm 21. i should stop being so 'cengeng' and 'manja'. it's time to be firm and strong.

to all 24th batch, we're in this together.
and Salam Ramadhan. :)

p/s: i'm boyfriend-less for the next 5 days as Hariz is going for Global Model United Nation Conference at PWTC. and it turns out it is way cooler than ALSA. bestnyeee. i haven't berbuka puasa with him yet. ain't no sunshine when he's gone. :(

Hello July.

2010-07-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

i am currently having a boredom crisis except when there is World Cup matches on tv. my days are pretty much the same and i need something to spice it up.

chocolates are everywhere in this house. u know i can't resist u, chocs. stay away from me. show some mercy. :(

i wanna feel more connected to the Earth. i wanna go to a place where i can sit back and enjoy the sound of woods and birds. A place where i can enjoy the nature. A quiet place set away from civilization is the best. i'm seriously wanna go to that place right now. a place like Milford Sound.

this may sound absurd and crazy but i really feel like flying off to Queenstown, New Zealand right about now and do bungy jumping!

Ok how demented u think i am right now? ---> blame the boredom.

i think i should leave this blog on hiatus until i find something good and something sane to rant about.

las tres hermanas.

2010-06-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

these are what we call as camwhore disorder. ;)

cerita bola + blablabla

2010-06-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

France is going down. terribly going down. going down the drain. Zidane must be really dissapointed.

and PRK agak memalukan Asia.

kan bagus if Russia ke, Czech Republic ke, or Ireland ke yg qualified to go through World Cup.
i wanna watch Pavlyuchenko n Petr Cech beraksi!

but through my observation, i think underestimated teams prevail in this year's World Cup.

i have lebih kurang 3 more weeks of holiday to treasure. and by 'treasure' i mean makan dan tidur dan relax goyang kaki. dan belajar memasak!

this weekend nak pergi bermandi manda sakan di A'Famosa Waterworld. oleh yg demikian, sila jgn tanye kalau2 kulit saya ni mcm udang bakar bila naik sem nnt. hopefully it won't be as bad as udang bakar. i have wedding to attend a week after the new sem starts!

i'm done indulging myself into 4 seasons of The O.C. i have complete dvd set of all seasons. so siape nk pinjam, tnggu naik sem okay. satisfaction guaranteed!

ever since my external harddisk crashed, i'm pretty much don't have anything to watch. gila sadis! semua complete season of Glee, OTH, Dsprt Hswives n GG semua hlg dh. n there were several movies in that harddisk that i haven't watch yet. mmg best sungguh.

this afternoon i went out to run some errands and cuaca gila panas i felt like wanna keel over in front of the Public Bank. so kamu, kamu dan kamu, sila minum air banyak banyak okay. i just got recovered from fever yesterday. and i have skipped several sessions of pilates bcuz of that fever.

what i'm trying to say is, sila jaga kesihatan. i want to watch u guys in a good shape when we meet next sem. cuaca sangat tidak menentu and that is why i would like to take Environmental Law next semester to discover. :)
cuaca very very panas yet i still excited to go to A'famosa bermandi manda. hmmm.

am i talking too much about hitting a new sem? oh God, am i ruining ur holiday? it's not that i'm so keen for the semester to start. i'm totally not. maybe i have nothing to rant about. my holidays been quite uneventful. but the family time i had was precious.

a song that i can relate to myself - Nothing on You by B.oB feat. Bruno Mars

"and you keep it real while them other stay plastic"

adios!

no title for now

2010-05-28T04:49:00.000-07:00

Lee won the Idol. but i think Crystal performed better on the Finale night. who's with me?

Is it too last season if i wanna try on a jumpsuit? Would u consider it as a fashion catastrophe?

The Karate Kid is a must watch. that 12 years old Jaden Smith kid is undeniably muscular.

I really wanna watch Lagenda Budak Setan too. I've not seen Que Haidar berlakon for such a long time. He's a good actor.

Met Dayana, my neighbor a.k.a childhood partner in crime. we were like Susan Mayer and Gabrielle Solis trading 'stories'. oh, my neighbourhood can beat that 6 seasons of what happened in Wisteria Lane baby. Oh, u don't wanna know. :)

One Tree Hill and Desperate Housewives have reached their season finale. so i kind of don't have anything to watch except Glee. So, as addition, i'm currently having a marathon of The O.C and Friends. It's good to watch the coolest geek in the world back, Seth Cohen. :)

Have a nice weekend!

the joy of Sunday

2010-05-10T21:03:00.000-07:00

kak shida's wedding.
we started off the journey to Bahau at 9 am in the morning.
we reached kak shida's house at 12pm.
it was such a long long way.
but it was all worth it.
this is the first time i attended my friend's wedding.
so yeah, it left a desire to get married in me. haha!
to kak shida, salam pengantin baru semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu. Insyaallah. :)
photos by debot.

mama's day!
credit to wawa.

the last time we won this was in 2006.

so YES i am greatly thrilled! ;)

103 league goals with Drogba win a golden boot. that was a gorgeous wrap of the season.
i wish i can join the victory parade this Sunday.
congrats Chelsea!
nothing else i can offer other than a smile of joy. ;)
we must grab that FA cup too Blues! against Avram Grant squad. oh oh.
World Cup fever is rising! Germany! Germany! Ivory Coast would be awesome too. :D

how's your holiday going?

2010-05-04T19:46:00.000-07:00

6 days passed.
i don't even know if i ever went through a single useful or beneficial thing on this holiday.
days been filled with, should i say, lazy lady activities?
daddy urged me to do an attachment at any legal firm to make my holiday practicable.
it's just one of his suggestion on how to utilize my holiday.
i'm totally not ready. i know, that's a lamest excuse ever.
i don't think i'm gonna make it this holiday.
i'll be facing 2 years of nightmare after this. can i just sit back and relax now while i still have time?
we'll be doing our attachment in our 3rd year after all as it's compulsory.
but early experience is essential. so daddy says.
i'm confused and terribly indecisive.

but a bigger part of me says that i should take things slowly.
i mean there's a lot other useful stuffs i can do.
this law thingy is totally pull the passion out of me.

i can learn how to cook from mom. that's useful! ok i can put that attachment option away!
if daddy says attachment is a fundamental platform for my future i would say cooking is an important skill for my future too!
hey, i already learnt several lauks from mama tau.

the purpose of holiday is to vacate ourselves and put our head out of misery from works and other stuffs right?
i should appreciate this time while it still has.

p/s: nak pergi beli Sims 3 installation cd!! ok this isn't useful. =S

how long can i make it?

2010-05-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

in case u haven't know, i've been avoiding fast foods for quite sometimes.
i've refrained my stomach from eating at fast food restaurant for nearly 5 months.
it is one of my 2010's resolution.
i'm quite glad that i accomplished something rather than just set a goal on new year and end up fail to execute any.

apart from that, my swimming activities and pilates have been a major assistance to me for the previous 5 months
it's not that i've lost so much KGs that u might be weird why i'm so brag about it
it's just that doing this thing makes me feel good about myself, yes I do.
i have not feel good about myself for such a long time n it's such a treatment i can get that feeling back

however, this long holiday is quite a big challenge for me
for not having mr food police by my side and irresistible foods cooked by mama, will let myself drown into that food hole again if i'm not cautious on my appetites.
of course fast foods are excluded. i'm trying to avoid it for 1 year. we'll see we'll see.
it's just that mama loves to make pastry delicacies in the evening n papa loves to fill the fridge with lots of chocolate. how am i gonna live without having a bite of that?
but i love with what i'm doing.
i can eat chocolates and a lil bit of pastry but only in a small amount.
do not exceed 2500kJ per day. remember that people.

u might wanna tell me to get a life but we will see who will benefit more in 20 years time.
i wasn't saying that i'll be healthy for the rest of my life,
but early prevention is the best policy.
okay my food talks are boring. bye!

hello 21

2010-04-30T05:37:00.000-07:00

21 YEARS LIVING IN THIS WORLD;

i learnt what love is all about
i find that money isn't everything
i understand that happiness will always lead the way
i realize how big the sacrifices my parents had spent for me
i've learnt that mistakes i've made led me to be a better person
i always believe that Allah has a better plan for me if i wasn't succeed in anything i did
i learnt that i shouldn't judge a book by its cover
i learnt that i shouldn't let people take an advantage of me
i learnt that i shouldn't look down on people
i learnt that i shouldn't trust people easily
i realize that i should strengthen up and BE ME
i shouldn't let people downgrade me
i should be more ignorable on certain things that are not worth to be focused on
i realize who i can rely on to
i realize that beneath every depression, there comes a silver lining
i realize that i used to be a horrible terrible person and it's time for me to change
i'm very much grateful and truly blessed that i'm now have a wonderful reliable friends and boyfriend ;)
i'm very much grateful that i'm out from that ugly path
i should enjoy life more
i learnt that i shouldn't let the pressure take control of me
i believe that truth will remain the truth and falsity will remain its way
Allah just gave something to my heart that world can't offer
life had taught me so much. it's time to put those immature things behind and start being a mature 21 years old lady.

salam ulang tahun kehidupan to myself.
i am now eligible to VOTE!

p/s: i don't need any birthday gifts except for Chelsea to win tomorrow. HEHEHE.

hye hye bye bye

2010-04-29T05:11:00.000-07:00

goodbye college.
goodbye cases.
goodbye exams.
goodbye packed schedule.
goodbye early morning class.
goodbye pressure.
goodbye hell.

hello home.
hello holiday.
hello family.
hello bed.
hello joy.
hello mama's cookings.
hello kluang.
hello heaven.

no more Siobhan Magnus for Idol. crap voters!
the only thing that's left to hope is Chelsea to earn 2 major cups this season; EPL and FA. "fingers crossed".
had an awesome post-exam karaoke session with the crew yesterday.
photos will be uploaded later.
bye bye for now.

maroon 5

2010-04-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

haven't write in a long long time. hello blog world! i've been busy with twitter world every now n then and sorry that u've been neglected.
so quick updates on what went down last weekend.

i was invited by uncle khairuddin who is hariz's uncle from his paternal side to attend his wedding at one world hotel.
so basically i was attending uncle khairuddin n umie aida's wedding on behalf of hariz's family which i felt awkward at first.
this was the 1st time i've ever experienced, gathering with the whole hariz's family. frankly, i've been strucked by anxiety breakdown at the beginning, but they all appeared to be nice n cool, so yea it soothes me a lil bit. and thank God kak yuya was there so that it can lessen the awkwardness i felt. ;P

i met hakim, hanif, alia, makcik kah n mamatok before so it wasn't that difficult to get to know them as they all already recognize me. but it was the first time i met hariz's parents and opah and they were not like i've expected. they are much much more talkative and nice and easy to get along with. *lucky me*!!

along with kak yuya, hariz, hakim n hanif.

the bride and the groom, there were big cameras everywhere and it was crowded. so we decided to just sit at our table and watch the bride n the groom dari jauh.
hariz ckp " xpe diorg dtg rumah mamatok every week boleh tgk dekat2 every week"
yea right.

middle pic: hariz's opah, hariz's mum, kak yuya and aliya.

with the rest family members.
maroon rocked the night!

selamat pengantin baru buat uncle khairuddin dan umie aida.
semoga dicucuri rahmat hingga ke anak cucu.
Amin.

p/s; finals will be hitting me next week. so wish me luck! and all the best to u too friends. ;) so yeaaa goodbye blog world. see u on holiday! i'm counting days to that. ;D

and ur forgiveness is the sweetest cupcake

2010-03-28T22:14:00.001-07:00

credit to arabella. ;)

guinea heart-throb

2010-03-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

ever feel stressed out to the extent that u can't wait to go home or go back to ur room to see ur ever beloved bed so that u can sleep to let go off the strain coming from the ever hecticness day at work? *pnjg betul soalan*

well i do feel stress at times. and in my case the first thing i would like to meet whenever i unlock the door and step on my feet into my room is THEM.

hearing their chuckling sound is enough to bring back the smile on me. :)

toby jr. with his mohawk

timmy

teddy

p/s: swimming partners minggu ni start swim balik oke! =)

cheese addicts

2010-03-15T02:22:00.000-07:00

as i was flipping through The Star this afternoon, there was a letter i read in the lifestyle pages that caught my eyes. so there goes my favorite quote of the day,

" being told to lay off rich foods like cheese for the sake of health is almost as hard as a smoker giving up cigarettes "

specially dedicated to my dearest mr. food police.
xx

when we were....

2010-03-11T08:54:00.000-08:00

congrats to all spm candidates who pass the exam with flying colors.
teringat 12 Mac 2007.
xx

AI fever is back!

2010-02-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

she looks a lot like Demi Lovato but a clear dissimilarity between her and Demi is that,
SIOBHAN MAGNUS CAN SING.

and the legacy continues..

2010-02-13T05:08:00.000-08:00

first of all, thanks for all the concerns and condolences i received from u guys regarding the shocking passing of Toby. there's nothing much i could say about it. in case u haven't know, he died due to excessive exposure to sun. all of u have known that lately, the degree of Fahrenheit is beyond the limit we can handle. global warming is jeopardizing, human. let's just stop before it is too late.

there's always a reason beneath everything. maybe God has a better place for him 'there'. whatever it is, he is such an adorable creature Allah has sent to us. 2 months of knowing u and having fun with u was really opened my eyes that humans and animals have so much chemistry if we, the homosapiens can lessen our ego and start to know and appreciate the other creature in this world instead of being cruel towards them.

hariz texted me yesterday saying,

"u have no idea how devastated i am too. it's okay. i'll find Toby Jr. to continue his legacy and finish what Toby x sempat buat. and when i do, i don't want to name anything other than Toby Jr. so Toby can always live in him, and in our hearts and minds."

and guess what, he already bought Toby Jr. in Ipoh. heh.
RIP Toby.
i'll be missing u so much.

random rambles

2010-02-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

i need a place to breath and a place to smile. and law faculty is undoubtedly out of the list. inner political thingy is suffocating enough.

Toby earns its popularity more than Hariz and i got. how come?!

wawa and i still working on the performances for our annual law dinner uolls. band, checked. we'll try to give our vigorous effort to ensure that u guys will have an absolute fun. ;)

my swimming activities are going well. hope that we'll constantly stick to it ye korangg eventho my face is gilaaaa sun burned skrg.

i want that red Porsche Nathan gave to Haley! specifically, i want Cayman S. ohhhh.

I miss Glee. March is waaayyy tooo faaarrrr to wait.

papa already signed up for facebook. there are lot of things need to be filtered from now on. hmmmmm.

I MISS SHOPS AND DEPARTMENTAL STORES.
sekian.

toby's latest action!

2010-01-22T19:10:00.000-08:00

credit to ajai and his 750mm sony alpha lense.

awesome ALSIC

2010-01-22T02:52:00.000-08:00

dangg! Asian Law Students International Conference (ALSIC) was beyond my expectation. i will briefly explain the agenda as we go along with the pictures.

there are 5 table discussions(TD) altogether. and each TD discussing different legal matters.
and above is my TD. our topic is relating to the corporate social responsibility.
the delegates come from Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand, Singapore, Hong Kong, Philippines, Brunei, Korea, Japan and Australia.

wawa's table discussion mates.

with carol from hong kong.

he's one of my coordinator, taufan ramdhani from indonesia.

thailand delegates.

jaja's coordinator, reza from indonesia.

tessa and sharon.

with ice from thailand.

kota semarang at night

we went to haunted house located in the middle of semarang city.
it is actually a building left by the Deutsch during their colonization in Indonesia.

the place is actually dark. the light came from the camera.

it's time to leave semarang n move to daerah istimewa yogyakarta.

at danar hadi. one of famous batik's boutique in indonesia.

beli alas meja batik for coffee table for mama as she likes to collect those kind of stuffs.

this is printed batik

the process of mencanting batik.

next stop, parambanan temple.

magnificent.

actually we wanted to snap darren's pic. to make it not obvious, we purposely acted like we snap jaja. hahahhah.

and we thought that we should take photos together.

with delegates from hongkong.

malaysian delegates.

i love prambanan. it's a very beautiful piece of ancient architecture.

this place is called bappeda. it's like dewan rakyat la kalau kat malaysia.

tak penah naik beca kalau pegi melaka. kat sini gatal nk naik.
sebab murah sangatt.

during cultural night.

with mhew from thailand and she was wearing one of thai's traditional costume.

thai delegates

this is gibjar n we called her thai's blair waldorf. u may say that she's like an average girl but not until u see her effortless style of blair.
and her flawless skin crazed me out.

with tessa and sharon, the australian delegates.

jenna from thailand.

this is darren from hongkong. i love his tan skin!

this is golf from thailand. he never stop smiling and that's is why we love him!

jaja with brian from hong kong.

Mr. D.

with australian delegates.

at borobudur temple.
izzat yg bengong.

honestly, i can't stand the weather. freaking hot gila gampang.

renjis!

carol from hong kong. she is very smart.

my closest table discussion-mate. ryan from singapore.

sho from japan

izzat putet was awarded as Mr. & Ms. Alsa.

after the long trip and visits, we decided to have some spa on the last night at jogja.
the massage was sooooo good with soothing music at the background. two thumbs up!

and the next morning, back to reality!

basically, i gain a lot of experience and i make a lot of new friends from this conference.
the next conference will be held at korea. seriously i wanna go kalau ada rezeki.

p/s: mira nadia, jomm swimming everyday instead of every friday only. i need a massive workout session!

hello twenty ten.

2010-01-01T20:03:00.000-08:00

random updates on what went down during my new year.

#1 it started off with a heart-wrenching news regarding my friend who suffered from chronic illness since she was in form 2. she died on 1st January 2010 which it falls on Friday. i managed to go to her funeral and watched her face for the last time. i can't describe the feeling man. deepest condolences to hidayati hassan's family. i got to salam her mom and said takziah. her mom said "tolong maafkan salah silap die ye". *pause jap* we just lost 1 chesco in our batch. may u rest in peace. Al-Fatihah.

#2 kak Yuya who is hariz's future sister in law has been admitted to the hospital after discover that there was a tumor growth in her stomach. i managed to visit her in Hospital Pantai Bangsar walaupon sekejap and Alhamdulillah she successfully went through an operation and hope that she will be getting well soon.

#3 we bought a new cage for Toby. a lil bigger and comfy. and it costs 'bigger and comfy too' but a big cage is a major necessity for guinea pig so i guess it worth the value.

#4 new year's eve. jengjengjeng.

we went to o.u. and only God knows how suffocating the crowd was. sweat!

thank God the fireworks were magnificent! at least berbaloi la jugak bersesak2 pon kan. *sorry camera cikai x guna dslr so x dpt snap fireworks yg lawa2*

the most wanted picture of the night! diorang kena jadi maskot bcuz Digi was one of the main sponsors. tapi dua2 patung kuning ni tak guna Digi ponn.

lepak-ing at Rasta afterwards and did some gossip-sharing while waiting for budak-budak Digi itu settle everything.

HAPPY TWENTY TEN EVERYONE!
xoxo

Toby the G-force

2009-12-22T00:23:00.000-08:00

TOBY

DATE : 21/12/09
VENUE : Pet Lover Centre, Mines.
MISSION : Looking for a guinea pig to have as a pet.

their foods.

their grooming set. (mengalahkan manusia)

yayy! we found u! we're gonna get u outta here and show u the WORLD.
we bought 'him' for only rm30.
he's only 1 and a half months.

we name him TOBY.
Toby is soooo passive and innocent. he's kinda afraid of height. look how gelabah he was when hariz hold him like that.

he's not going to bite u. unlike hamsters.

u will never know how passive guinea pig is until u hold it.
and tikus belanda ni mudah takut to everything yg unfamiliar.
badan je besor. heh.
he's only 1 and a half months and look at his size.
i wonder how he looks when he reach 1 year.

don't be scared Toby. life in the outside ain't that cruel if u have us. =P
we're gonna take care of u and caress u endlessly.

since Toby sgt sgt passive and mudah takut, hariz and i decided to bring him along to wherever place that might suit him so that he will be more brave and active.

FASHION WEEK

now, lets move on to Fashion Week.
just so u know, Fall 2010 Fashion Week in NYC kicks off on 11th Feb next year.
there was a message i received from Lily Donaldson group on FB notifying that there is a contest to win 2 free seats for the fashion week.
surprisingly ye kawan2, i'm in!
i've answered the contest on myownrunway.com and only miracle and kuasa Tuhan yg akan membuka rezeki tersebut.
i don't give any expectation AT ALL.
i did it just for fun. apa salahnye kan.
tapi siapa yg tanak pegi woyy???
i've always wanted to watch Lily Donaldson walk the runway, and to see designer's latest Fall 2010 collections.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. kempunan.
and i will never be able to afford to go to NYC to watch fashion week. NEVER.
tgk kt youtube pon dah seronok. lagi lahh tgk live.
now lets just stop talking bout my angan-angan yg ntah pape itu before it becomes worse.

FINANCIAL PLANNING

i'm currently executing my new financial planning. weee!
i realized that last semester i became so unwise over money.
it's time to change. and this ain't omong-omong kosong.
i can shop. BUT not in a drastic way or buy things that unnecessary.
i can eat. BUT not in an expensive or fast foods restaurant that sometimes are just not worth any cents. with that, i can stay healthy and cut down my weight. maybe once in a while boleh laa tp tanak selalu. tp William Kelana Jaya and Murni SS2 are highly recommended sbb sgt berbaloi baloi. hahaaaa.
i can watch cinema. BUT only to movies that are worth watching. movie yg lain boleh download jahh.
i can hang out. BUT shopping mall is highly restricted at the moment. i'm on a therapy to reduce my crazy shopping habits.
also, account CIMB kosong sekarang sbb semua duit transfer ke Maybank. i tend to shop online using CIMBclicks kalau account CIMB ada duit.
3 semesters passed. i received 4K from JPA (dh tolak yuran) per semester. so that means JPA has given me 12K for 3 semesters. and i don't have any cents left.
and the sad part of it is, i don't see where did the money went.
and tak termasuk allowances that my parents and grandparents gave me every month.
and i spent all of it. estimately 15K++
do u see how chronic i've become?

i don't care about this at all if i'm from a wealthy family.
my mother is unemployed and the only bread-winner in the family is my father.
kalau boleh guna duit JPA dgn cermatnya, tak perlulah dia bg allowance lg kan.
boleh la my dad kumpul duit for our next family vacation ke kan. =P
it's kinda open my eyes that i've became soooo irresponsible towards money.
it's time to make a change.
it's a simple change actually.
and thank God that Hariz supports me 200% on this. :)
i already made my first move, anda bila lagi?

xoxo

p/s: selamat membaca post yg panjang ini.

attention GLEE-dicts!

2009-12-18T04:40:00.000-08:00

GLEE just got nominated for the upcoming Golden Globe Awards!!
they have 4 nominations altogether.

#1 GLEE - Best Television Series, Comedy or Musical
#2 Matthew Morrison - Best Actor in a Comedy or Musical TV Series
#3 Lea Michele - Best Actress in a Comedy or Musical TV Series
#4 Jane Lynch - Best Supporting Actress in a Series, Mini Series or Motion Picture for Television

ain't that awesome??!!
i believe they will win at least one of the nominations.
i know i'm kinda over-thrilled yg terlampau.
it's just that today has been a rough day to me.
and to read this exhilarating news on Glee-Wiki was really made my day.
eeyy seronok seronok!
well done u guys!

xoxo

Flickr-ing.

2009-12-15T21:48:00.000-08:00

that spark of blogging doesn't easily come to me lately. and that is why i haven't update my blog for quiet a long period of time.
okay m gonna say this as fast and as simple i can.

# results are out. i've checked. nothing to be proud of. but above all, syukur Alhamdulillah as i don't have to repeat any of those papers. 5 semesters to go, friends.

# i've been working on my flickr site this few days. it's my latest obsession that is, art-working! it is still under progress and will be revealed to u soon once my photostreams are worth to watch. :)

# papa had taught me how to use manual focus instead of auto focus, the balance between shutter speed and aperture, the beauty of outdoor photography instead of indoor. it's interesting to learn and we did some experiments together. AND most of the experiments i've failed. haha. papa said it's a lot to learn and it takes time. and with that, i'm in dire need of my own DSLR cam lahh to polish my fine art photography skills.

# i did a lot of catching up with my primary and high school friends this holiday. it's good to see my childhood friends are all grown up and each one of them are chasing dreams and working their ass off to be the best in the future. time moves so fast.

# new semester is about to start. that means holiday is about to end. someone pls give me the excitement.

# i want Glee to conquer Emmy Awards next year. :)

xoxo

GLEE!

2009-12-02T23:33:00.000-08:00

the only show that makes me smile and laugh out loud on this very holiday.
super duper hilarious!
great entertainment and i would say, the best musical comedy series i've ever watched.

well, we lost to Blackburn in League Cup due to penalties. that's alright. there are still 3 major cups to chase for.

xoxo

RIP Mojo and Elmo

2009-11-25T15:45:00.000-08:00

for those of you who have not known,
Mojo had died last month due to unknown reason.
unlike Elmo, our first hamster, after 'she' had given birth to 6 cute kids,
she got eaten by her kids and died.
and when hariz found out, Elmo's head was almost parted from her body.
and her body was full of blood.
surprisingly, 5 of Elmo's kids had died not long after the kids-eat-mum scene.
and only 1 that survived.
and that was Mojo.

1 week before the death of Mojo,
hariz and i went to a pet store in Mines to buy some accesories.
the pet store was cool as they have a lot of accesories for hamsters.
usually accesories are more to cats, dogs, and birds when we indulge in any pet stores.
fyi, they sell clothes for hamsters.
we were about to have one!
and the salesboy said that they are running out of stock and told us to come by in 2 weeks.
the rationale of the story is,
maybe ade hikmah baju hamster dh hbs stock kerana Mojo pon dh mati seminggu slps itu.
and that's our hamster tragic little story.
RIP Mojo.

and now, hariz is planning to fondle something a lil bigger before we move on to cats.
and that is, guinea pig!
we have surveyed it million times in Pets Wonderland, a pet store in Ikano and a pet store in Mines.
so, most probably we will be looking for it early of our next new sem.
hopefully our cage that we have is big enuf for guinea pig.
i bet hariz can't wait to have a pet back!

frankly, i'm not that into this small pets like hamsters, guinea pigs, chipmunks and all that.
eventually i'm getting comfortable with them and thanks to u mr. hariz.
will blog more on our future guinea pig. :)

spurs won 9-1 against wigan at white hart line. that was terrific score line i have to admit. and liverpool is not qualified to quarter final of champions league? oh, it's predicted.

selamat hari raya haji.
buhhbye.

hello holiday.

2009-11-16T01:50:00.000-08:00

quick updates on my holiday.

# just treated myself a new glasses. my previous spectacles were broken into pieces. and i've used it for nearly 2 years. i rarely use thing wisely for a long period of time. i reckon 2years are quite an accomplishment. another $$$$$ flew away. anything for clear view baby.

# the weather in southern part of Msia is cold and breezy all day long. oh God, please don't stop the rain. and the feeling of having hot chocolate or hot tea with sugary pastry, karipap panas, blueberry or chocolate muffin and any mouth-watering dishes every evening with the cold weather on this holiday is very undescribable. and not to mention, pillow and blanket which will always be my accompany. oh, holiday-to-die-for.
and today's menu is : kuih cara pandan! my favoritos.

# holiday is nothing without my entertainment box. days are filled with all back-to-back episodes of GG, OTH, Ugly Betty, Desperate Housewives and any reality shows on TV. and i'm waiting every week for the new episode of GG, OTH, and DH to release. and i'm currently watching all episodes of DH season 6 that i've missed. thanks for the great entertainment CW and ABC! why do Astro don't have such channels to entertain us. it'll be cool compared to Star World with their out-dated epis and seasons. even our local 8tv is more advanced.

# i think Pisau Cukur is officially be the best chick-flick film in malaysia! oh my Marc Jacobs! speaking of Marc Jacobs, i'm looking for a new fragrance and Lola by Marc Jacobs just captured my heart with its uniquely designed bottle. ;)

# clay and quinn were finally kissed! wasn't that sweet?

lame updates end for now. have a great holiday.
xoxo

feeling goody goody

2009-11-10T21:40:00.000-08:00

whatever happened during the exam, why don't we just let it be.
let the pass be bygone and lets move on, shall we?
exams over! but honestly i'm scared to bits to know the results.
blurrrghhhh. okay, no more exam-talk.

home sweet home here i comeeeee!
have a nice holiday everyone.
:)

only God knows.

2009-11-09T01:52:00.000-08:00

post ini bukan ingin menagih simpati. post ini sebagai ingatan kepada kawan2 yang belum hbs exam lg, sila jgn ikut kesilapan saya. BIG NO NO!

i wish i can trade last night victory with a biggest mistake i just did today. i would if i could.
as ppl say "disebalik kegembiraan itu pasti ada kesedihan yang akan datang"

tak tau mcm mane nk confess kat mama and papa.
rasa bersalah yang sangat sangat sangat. =(
takut. takut sangat.

IFL is one of my favorite subject and i've ruined it.
and nak sangat score this paper becuz all my previous papers saya jawab dgn ohhh teruk sekali.
i've ruined my hope utk naikkan pointer this sem. becuz i didn't do well during my 1st year.
i've ruined my parents' hope.
i've ruined my lecturer's hope.
i know u would say, "rilex, look at the brighter side"
all i can view is the dark side of my future.
put yourself in my shoes.
then u'll know.

i was panicked. i read the instruction on the front page but still i don't know why was i answered 2 questions in part A instead of answer 1 ques in part A and 1 ques in part B.
tak tau and gila x sengaja.
after keluar dewan baru tau.
pastu masuk balik dewan and talked to Prof. gila sebak time tu tak tau nak ckp mcm mana.
saya sangat berdoa dan berharap she will understand.
sorry tidak terhingga Prof. my bad.
the moral of the story, sila bace instruction betul-betul.

rasa nak balik rumah terus after ITL this wednesday.
i don't have the strength to meet people and have fun. oh, FUN is ultimately be the least thing i deserve at this moment.
segan and malu nak jumpe batch-mate yg saya tau semue will pass the exam with flying colors.
saya doakan kejayaan kamu semue.
tolong doakan kejayaan saya yang tak tau kemana arahnye.
sebak la pulok.
bye.

p/s: saya bukan law student yang outstanding. i told u so.

weekend spree!

2009-11-06T21:39:00.000-08:00

under-garments-shopping at XIXILI was beyond syookkkkknyeeee syokkkknyeee ada matkool!!!
and thanx to wawa for recommending it.
my biggest temptation at the moment was accomplished.
and now, i'm dead broke. terima kasih.
xkesah la kan, it's the satisfaction that counts.
nak balik rumaahhhhhh! sbb dah pokai.
(ohhh bile pokai je balik rumah la??? budak2 zaman sekarang)

p/s: how i wish victoria's secret is available in malaysia. do i have what it takes to be victoria's secret angel, u think? OMG, DON'T THINK!!!

zero preparation for islamic family law.
back to books!
bye!

guilty pleasure of the season

2009-11-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

perfect entertainment for my upcoming holiday.

bye.

hey big spender

2009-11-04T02:20:00.000-08:00

feels like wanna spend my money on something. tak kesah la whether it is necessary or tak ke, whether it is valuable or tak ke, yg penting to feel that extraordinary satisfaction when u buy something is beyond words to describe.

nak shopping like sangat sangat sangat!
thank you.
ok i sooooo need therapy for this. help.

2 papers to go; islamic family law and international trade law.
5 papers are over! and none of it saya buat dgn cemerlangnye.
next paper starts on monday. so skrg ini, honeymoon hours!
saya bukan seorang law student yg outstanding.
but when it comes to spending money, saya sgt outstanding.
otak penat. mental juga.
terasa ingin pergi ke rooftop and scream my lungs out.

xx

no. 1 performer in my heart. this is it.

2009-10-31T06:03:00.000-07:00

dengan berbekalkan semangat dan passion seorang peminat, kami membeli tiket seminggu awal utk mngelakkan kehabisan tiket agar kami dapat melihat Raja Pop pujaan kami.
and u know what,
the outcome is really worth the effort.

spectacular. and it was truly heartbreaking! eventho it was just a rehearsal.

MJ was a perfectionist. he was very particular with his music and dance moves. that is why we never see any flaws in his performances and showmanships.
he knew every beat of the drum, every notes of the keyboard, every rhythm of the guitar. he knew everything. omg dia gile performer terhebat di dunia.
thriller, smooth criminal, and the way you make me feel were bombastic.
he is the most passionate, talented and down-to-earth performer i've ever known.
and kenny's words to MJ at the end of the rehearsal were really touched my heart, "hope u'll be healthy on Sunday".
=,"(

we miss u MJ. RIP.

p/s: 4 more papers to go!

we PAY for ur services, hello.

2009-10-23T04:14:00.000-07:00

i am completely can't comprehend the fact on how ppl can engage in business of establishing a restaurant with dreadful servicesss!!

the services were damn slow;
foods were unpresentable;
unreasonable price;

half-boiled egg, die bagi 3/4 boiled egg,
cucur udang for rm5.50, die bg like 1 cucur udang tu die potong2 into 3 pieces only. i repeat, 3 small pieces! and udang ade 1.
the menu says ubi keledek, they served ubi kayu.
and we have to wait for almost 1hour for 1 chicken chop.

so kawan-kawan, Rimba Cafe is highly not recommended.
i have to admit the place is cozy and nice,
as ppl quote, "don't judge a book by its cover".

pls carry me home

2009-10-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

hello world.

running out of topic on what to rattle.
days been so ordinary and uneventful.
have 10 more days to treasure before criminal law paper slam me on my first day of finals.
wish me luck, i guess. what else?
oh, yaya misses home.

hugskisses.

natural beauty is what i go for

2009-10-14T06:09:00.000-07:00

my anna sui prize from marie claire mag has arrived!
big big thanks!
the parcel was sent to makcik kah's house in bangi (hariz's aunt).
so hariz got to see the goodies first.
and he was like, "how come the prizes are worth rm327? all the boxes are smaller than a box of colgate"

=S

encik hariz, a box of anna sui's mascara is cost rm80. probably rm90. m not sure.
so there are 4 boxes altogether including eyeliner, mascara base and color powder. you do the math baby.
and m not the type that go for make-up thingy on a daily basis.
so it pretty much doesnt have a spark on me.
but still, i'm excited to win the prize!
for those who would like try them on, sila lahh dtg ke bilik saya.
don't wanna let it to be wasted. at least i can see the beauty in you and i'll feel content. :)

as for OTH, i'm counting epis for clay and quinn to finally hook up. oh puhhhleassee! i like the design of brooke's lappy on epi5. it's very artistic. and not to mention, her Chanel tote. call me OTH freak or psycho or whatever names u may call. i'm some sort of very particular with the show since the premier of 7th season. :)

watched papadom yesterday with my course-mates. it was a very nice story, indeed.
sumpah kelakar.
but i was expecting more on the sad part.

p/s: suraya hani is singing love songs. love is in the air. ohhhhh. :)
okay wake me up if i go overboard! or else, i'll be drowning. hehe.

xoxo

MJ's 'This Is It'

2009-10-12T04:51:00.001-07:00

must watch this month!

the waayyyy u make me feeellll!
the waaayyyyy u turn me on!!!
woaaaaa!

not really in the mood to write lately,
i'll spare some stories to u when the mood gets back k.
take care.

xoxo

hello hola haluuuu

2009-10-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

why am i so obsessed with them i pon tak tau laa.
7.04 i cant wait!

p/s: suraya hani is currently working her ass off completing all her works.
i need spa treatment and body massage after finals!
siape nk join?

xoxo

goodluck arina.

2009-09-29T04:55:00.001-07:00

"siape yang selalu score 100% in add math"?
RAJE!
"siape kat sekolah yg jarang gilak nmpak die pulun tapi semua formula fizik dia hafal?"
RAJE!
"siape yg korang rase x payah belajar math kat sekolah sebab for her math tu mcm kacang rebus sangat?"
RAJE!

goodluck genius.
i know u'll survive there in kent.
we were survivors before at school, remember?
and i know the survival is getting harder as we get older.
everyone will encounter that in life.
but u're special, cuz u get to experience that in kent!

gonna miss that tudung syria and myvi TAV lahh.

so kamu, cik raja arina,
best of luck and take a good care of urself.
:)

p/s: malehhh nk tulis panjang2, tanak bagi kamu berlinangan air mata. ecehhhh.

fashion alert

2009-09-26T00:05:00.000-07:00

blake in blue

shantel in black

spotted! two gorgeous hotties appeared in the same gorgeous Zara's stilettos!
blame me for being such a fashion stalker. i just can't help it.
;p

p/s: off to ukm tomorrow. blurrggghhh.

Mark Schwahn v. Josh Schwartz

2009-09-25T03:18:00.000-07:00

how was ur lebaran peeps? did u guys had fun?
mine was so-so lahh. the only thing that matter the most on this raya is of course the food!
this year's juadah hari raya are beyond marvellllloussss and righttt, there are lots of unwanted fats i need to abolish. heh.

(sambil mengunyah tart gulung)

with regards to the above title, have u watch the new season of OTH and GG?
was it awesome?! to me OTH is kinda cool with extra new casts and all.
but GG was a lil bit slow. this new season is just not up to my expectation.
i'm still waiting for more.

as for OTH, this season is a good transformation from the previous season. last season was super boring, this season is super cool!!
robert buckley and shantel vansanten are awesome cool gorgeous cute superb!!
big big smile :D

i totally can't wait for them to hook up! on the show, mind u.

but in case they're dating for real pon i x kesahh.
=D

xoxo

raya talks

2009-09-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

aidilfitri is about to come. college is getting unaccompanied. everyone's leaving for their hometown to celebrate the eve with famillies and relatives. what an excitement.

papa's going to fetch me tomorrow instead of friday. he's afraid of bad traffic congestion that may occur. he hates traffic jam. who doesnt?

i'm soo cannot wait to reach home and munch cookies made by mama. mama carries and semperit, that's my favs!

as for baju raya, nothing fancy. just a simple pair of baju raya which i bought at plaza alam sentral shah alam.

i'll be at kluang on the first day of raya and will be going to malacca by noon to celebrate aidilfitri with my paternal side of relatives.
dodol org melaka sedap okay. lontong johor juge. ohhh temptations.
and i love perak's ketupat palas and rendang tok. (okay this is soooo good for the future) =p

nothing much to update, i wish selamat hari raya, maaf zahir and batin, halalkan segala makan minum semue okay. take care. drive carefully. let us together cut down the accident rate this year.

p/s: there will be no updates regarding assignments, PBL, viva, tests or whatsoever during raya. i don't wanna ruin ur mood ppl. just spend and cherish ur precious sweet family time okay. =)

hugskisses.

big bear hug and thanks.

2009-09-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

damn. i love life out of campus. it's less complicated. it's fun. girlfriends out there are my angels.
why am i feel so dispirited everytime i set my foot on the ground where i gain my education from?
why am i feel so delighted when i'm out? as if i don't have problems or serious matters that i need to think of. i'm living in denial, u say?

wish life could be so much easier. but who are we to demand?

last weekend was beyond superb. i had fun 3 days in a row.
thanks to my angels and airwaves.
thanks qiuk for that beautiful night at ur hse.
thanks delin and the rest of the cerphom who cud make it fr berbuke puase.
thanks ja and wa for being there next to me 24/7.
thanks semue.

i pray for ur better future and living.
hugskisses.

romance is a passion for every girls

2009-08-31T10:26:00.001-07:00

2 BIG love movies you girls should watch!

new york, i love you.
i've been waiting so long for this movie to hit cinema!

and the second movie is valentine's day.
the movie will be released worldwide on february 2010.
and sumpahh banyaknye laaa actor best2. lagi banyak and more bombastic than new york, i love you.

well basically,
new york, i love you relates with the interconnected love stories in New York City while valentine's day will take place in Los Angeles.

what are you waiting for, go check out!

XOXO

typical weekends, football arguments

2009-08-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

since the football season is back, weekends wud never complete without it being filled with some dose of ESPN/starsports/soccernet. kan kan??

and today i'm not gonna talk about football tho, dah penat gilooooo argue pasal football semalam okayyy. so stop. kepade yg menang, tahniah. kepade yg x deserve menang tapi menang pon, tahniah. kepade yg kalah, sila kalah lagi.

my weekends went well. seronoks dapat berbuke dgn family. unwillingly, i've to go back to ukm tomorrow. there are loads of works need to be done.

baju raye; belum beli.
kasut raye; gune my everyday-use flats jelaaa.
beg raye; masih mencari.

delin said isetan klcc ade megasale! i am in need of beg raye laaa please. for those yg ade isetan punye membership card, lend me please?

just had a very nice gossip session with nana regarding one juicy news. sumpahh taknakk balik ukm tomorrow!

to hariz, i know i was being such a nag to u last night. i really feel bad about it. i'll think of what's the best okay. ily.

to my beloved networking friend, shafeeqa, best of luck to u at Inti. study smart and sile la cari boyfriend cepat cepattt. and lawat-lawat la kami di ukm ni.

GG and OTH countdown: 2 more weeks! looking forward to see my danial humphrey soo sooo bad. haihhhhh.

blues dominate the table still. bak dtg la spurs!

selamat menyambut kemerdekaan yg ke-52 malaysians! satu suara! ey, i like that song laa.

xoxo = )

one word, OMG!!

2009-08-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

can u read it? exhilarating news!
i won Anna Sui prize from Marie Claire June 2009 issue!! (jakun)
i feel soooo thrilled right now i don't even know what to say lahh! (bajett macam menang oscar)
big thanks Marie Claire!
i'm sure i'm not gonna miss ur issue every month!

p/s: congrats to naima juge as she also won Revlon goodies from Cleo. seronoks seronoks! :D

i felt the earth beneath my feet, sat by the river and it made me complete

2009-08-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

the title above is totally matchless with what ur going to read in this post. it's just that Keane's songs have been stuck in my head lately.

# i am currently stalking my new handbag through shopping blog and none of them capture my interest.

latest obsession: Marc Jacobs peacock tote. Marc Jacobs has a cool range of totes. can't help it tho. and yes, it is completely out of my capabilities as i can't afford it. but just to keep dreaming and holding on my desire is not enough!

back to my ramadhan's resolution: kurangkan pembaziran.

# i don't feel enthusiastic in immersing myself searching for my new baju raya this year. i need sponsor. Radzuan Radziwill Batik's Collection desirably. ( kau bajettt kau artis???)
ey, girls can be highly demanding when it comes to baju raya eh.

# good news! not for you but for me. i'll be going home next week! nothing can top the excitement of berbuke puase with the whole family during ramadhan.

# working on a proposal regarding Student-Exchange Programme for my co-curricular course ; Kursus Pembelajaran Luar Negara. according to our plan, we will be going to Bung-Hatta University, Padang, Indonesia end of this year, insyaAllah. will update u more about this later on.

# i think i might die of tiredness hunting for my mp3 that i had misplaced it somewhere. hello my dear sony walkman mp3, show urself! my ears need u! or is it becuz ur name is Walkman, u're walking away from me for a while?

# Chesco, bile nak buke puase together?

xoxo

ramadhan

2009-08-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

i am truly looking forward to celebrate the month of ramadhan this year.
and my this year's resolution of ramadhan would be ; KURANGKAN PEMBAZIRAN.

semoga ramadhan kali ini memberi kita seribu keberkatan. insyaAllah.
moga dijauhkan dari segala malapetaka (H1N1 especially).
moga rezeki makin bertambah.
moga dapat didekatkan hubungan kita dengan Allah s.w.t.
moga hubungan silaturrahim sesama Muslim will be more bondable.
moga Syawal tiba dengan tenangnya.

most of my friends are going back to their hometown. and yes, i'm not going home on my first day of ramadhan. okay, i don't wanna talk about it or else i'll be turning into tears.

happy fasting to all Muslims out there!
xoxo

pesta graduasi

2009-08-19T07:22:00.000-07:00

last night was the ending of pesta konvokesyen UKM yg ke brape hentah.
each and every year, there will be lots of gerai to eat, lots of stuffs to grab, and lots of events to watch during that pesta.
this is the time where you got to enjoy and cherish your campus life as well as celebrating kakak2 and abang2 yg dh graduate.

there were performances by Jay Jay and Elyana (tiada dalam gambar)

galak bebenor nk masuk rumah hantu

we were too brave, tunggu kat luar jahh.

berpesta pon berpesta jugak, self protection from H1N1 penting juge.
jgn lupe pakai mask ye kawan2!

p/s: hariz pakai baju celcom with "Giggs" written on it. he wants "Gerrard" la celcom. hahahahahhaha. owh, he will punch me if he knows this.

xoxo

community shield

2009-08-10T16:49:00.000-07:00

petr cech was truly a hero last night. woot woot!
he saved 2 penalties man!
evra's kick should not be consider as penalty kick la wey, awat tendang macam tu?
and rooney's goal was offside okay, it was obvious enuf.
last night was a good start for Ancellotti, and the rest of the squad as well.
:)

p/s: can't wait to watch Owen's first match kat Anfield. Scousers are aggressive. i think he know that. beware Owen.

beautiful saturday

2009-08-09T20:01:00.000-07:00

met Chesco yesterday was beyond fun.
we were holding hands, we watched movie, we laughed out loud, we shared juicy gossips, we even shared sizzling mee.
and well, typical Acea will make us laugh like a brainsick crazy ape once she opens her mouth.
saket perot okay.

and one more thing, g.i joe was beyond my expectation man!
sienna miller just officially be the hottest female villain on my list!
the movie was full of extraordinary high-tech machines that made me can't stop saying 'WOW'.
when i watched the trailer, i wasn't really excited or looking forward to watch the movie.
i thought it's just some usual action movie.
sekali, ternganga mulut besar2 bila tengok.
the story-line was boom boom pow GOOD and it really entertained me well.
it is really worth the money if u wanna watch it in the cinema.

thanx darlingsss for the day.

okay, i have criminal law test and i haven't prepare any.
back to books and cases.
xoxo

may tomorrow glimmers a beautiful shine

2009-08-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

had a major headache this evening. was feeling dizzy and all. thanx hariz for keeping up with me.

happy birthday mama. sorry xdapat cakap lame tadi. promise i'll call u tomorrow and we can talk all night. i miss you.

can someone tell me how to deal with an emotional freak who sometimes can be sooo annoying as we always have to please her needs in every way?

will be going to midval tomorrow, catching up with some of the CHESCOs. trust me, we'll turn into crazy ape in no time.

i'll be fully occupied next week. WORKS baby.

lame updates end for now.
xoxo

as time goes by

2009-08-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

050809
ey, yoyolaca have reached their 2nd year of relationship!
here goes the couplet.hehehehe.

i nak show it to the world, boleh?

happy 2 years of sweet,bitter and sour, hariz.
we went through a lot and i cherished every bit of it.
looking forward for a better and brighter year ahead.
may Allah bless.

love,
yayahani.

hadiah untuk adik-adik

2009-08-02T20:03:00.000-07:00

hola kiddos! sis yaya got something for ya!

i miss both of yu sangat sangat sangat

it has been a while since i last kept in touch with my sisters.
eventho nana lives in bangi, i barely see her regularly due to time constraint and i feel bad about it. same goes with syahirah yg jauh di kluang nun.
i can be a big spender for myself so why can't i burn off some money for my sisters to make them happy. lagipon, we sisters love exchanging gifts!

one for syahirah
(she always complaint jam rm10 yg die beli kat Giant selalu rosak. n then bile rosak, beli lagi, bile rosak, beli lagi. such a waste. so kak yaya bought a good one for adik. jgn urge mama belikan jam lagi for u okayyyy)

and one for nana. happy birthday in advance nana!

i gave it to nana already but i haven't give it to syahirah.
tak sabar nak balik rumah like seriously!
mereka seronoks. saye seronoks. moga hari2 makin seronoks.
i'm fully gratified with what i'm doing.
sayangilah adik-adik anda.

study smart kiddos. ily.

mtv world stage

2009-07-29T04:12:00.000-07:00

i'm not going. i'm not going. i'm not going. i'm not going. i'm not going.

there will be college's dance competition held on August 15 and my college will send a submission and i'm one of the contestant and if i'm going to mtv world stage's concert, i can get the ticket for ONLY rm50 since i'm a Xpax user and my friends at the faculty are thrill about it and some of them will be going and i'm freaking envy because i've always wanted to watch live bands' performances and i know coldplay is not going to be there but still, nothing else i could ask for right now. why do they have to held those events on the same date and time?

kasabian is going to make a performance. do u know how passionate i am towards british bands? and i still remember back then at school, when que had lend me her AAR's move along album that made me fall in love with the band. okay fine, i'm going to stop being pathetic. ="(
but one thing i should proud of myself is that clearly, i'm committed with my dance job. =D

basically, i freaking wanna go there but i can't.

xoxo

of pleasant evening

2009-07-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

venue: padi house, cyberjaya
food: local/western cuisine
description: was having break-fasting with hariz. the place is cozy and clean. i love the concept. price range of foods are affordable. nice spot for u to lepak dgn kawan2 having chit-chat and all.

pinky swear

gile cliche snap gambar dgn foods kan.
just comprehend the fact that i love camera-whoring.
ramadhan is about to come.
mari berbuke ramai2 disini. ;D

hugskisses, Y.

que's birthday bash

2009-07-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

while preparing for the surprise

in front of que's house

we shouted out her name so that she can see what we've got for her through her bedroom window

surprise!!!

ok, she was clueless. that's why we call it surprise.

thanx to que's mom for treating us with lotsa foods and joined the clan to do the surprise.

gosh, this kiddo sangat sangat adorable!

happy 20th birthday que!!
may u have a prosperous year ahead.
welcome to the 20-club.
muahhmuahh.
XOXOs.

my fav GG co-stars

2009-07-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

she will always be my fav co-star.
i think she's cool.

B vs G?
i'm G's team.
ouh i love her. yes ppl, i love G.
for those who hate her, you are soooo last season.

wey 3rd season, tolong cepat sikit!
i'm in no mood to wait any longer.

quite eventful 'two days'

2009-07-20T10:27:00.000-07:00

as to gratify my desire for shoppe shoppe,
i went to Forever 21 two days in a row. $$$$$$ burned.

as to afford myself some entertainment,
i hit cinema two days in a row watching public enemies and obsessed.

as to fill my stomach with some nourishment while having window shoppe shoppe,
i ate fast foods and Auntie Anne's pretzels for snacks two days in a row. a 'healthy' diet i had there.

as to improve my driving skill,
i drove to o.u and sunway piramid and stucked in the middle of traffic congestion two days in a row. i'm not a skillful nor a smart driver. so, just imagine how gelabah i was.

there went my updates.
buhhbye.
yaya needs her beauty sleep. xoxo.

i'm a nowhere weekender

2009-07-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

good morning everyone. ;)
i miss you.

well, today hariz and i supposedly enjoy our weekend together as we haven't spend our duo-time sejak naik cuti ni. yelaa, before busy kan and before bundle of assignments hit me.
BUT, hariz had to go back to ipoh last night due to family emergency which neither of us have expected. it was totally out of our hands and takkan la nk force die jangan balik kan. common sense la. it is completely understandable. or else, i'll be rejected by his family la mcm tu kan.

so, here i am, sitting and laying in my very laid-back yet cozy room and thinking of what to do on this very saturday.
eyy sabtu wey, semue org ade plan pada hari sabtu.
camel and joshee are going back home, wawa is going out for an outing with *u know who*, and jaja pergi tgk MU with her family.
except me, with no plans. shoot.
i'm dreadfully bosan tahap karma.
okay, i just finished my laundry. that's a good start eh. ;)
i need someone to entertain me. anyone? forever21 shopping-mate?

xoxo

when hungriness take a toll on me

2009-07-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

sushi munching was soo fun!
blurrpppp.......
thanx hariz for the ride, thanx wawa for accompany me break fasting,
and sayO for his outrageous memories and stories of entertaiment. ;)

would like to try yo! sushi and sakae sushi sooner or later.
any recommendations?

xoxo

nostalgical STF visits

2009-07-12T23:37:00.000-07:00

i went off to the land south-under last weekend for back-to-school trip with jaja n kina. and i've lotsa things to show ya. let the pictures do the talking eh.

after watching ice age 3

in front of CS

while waiting for jaja's cousin

in front of muhfaz

kantin dah cantik

pak yem makin muda lahh

my class during form 5

anak2 pak yem.

cohmell

gempur wira!

dining hall

the new cooperative centre

toilet blok E

study room blok E

it has been 3years since we left school and there were lots of changes kan?
thanx kina n jaja for the lovely trip.
n oyah, u have such a nice figure lah! aku suke body kau. (bunyi gile mcm lesbian)
CHESCO, pak yem, pak kamil, encik shamsul, puan rosmah kirim salam.

i miss everything. truly nostalgic.

darlingg it ain't easy

2009-07-09T07:48:00.001-07:00

i want her flats.
truly desired.

p/s: hariz urged me to stop watching GG as i was being some sort of dramatic psycho to him since then.
???????!!

mission accomplished baby

2009-07-09T01:32:00.000-07:00

i know some of you might die of boredomness of how often i mention about my pilates workout.
the sad thing is, i don't give a damn. ;)
as i've mentioned before, i did my pilates every evening during my 2months of semester break.
i don't wanna brag but i wanna tell the world that ppl do express their recognition towards my physical structure. *wink*
well, that's a good accomplishment, don't ya think?
so, when i say i wanna lose weight, i mean it and work my ass off to make it real.

i know the result doesn't look like gisele bundchen or eva mendes or kim kardashian,
but it's a good start. i lost couple of KGs and forfeited some of fat layers on my stomach.
for beginners, it might be tough for you to do it. memang pancet sikit la mase first time buat.
u have to do it constantly and trust me, it works.
u don't have to skip your meal or go through some extreme diet.
makan macam biase tapi kene workout la ye every petang.

this is my fav pilates position. it's toning up your butt baby.
tell me ladies, who refuse to have kim kardashian's hot big mac butt? ;)

p/s: listening to zee avi's. superb. support ur local music.

astalavista, xoxo.

of new semester

2009-07-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

so, how was ur first day back to college peeps?
mine was so-so lahh. but meeting hariz and FRIENDS were beyond words to describe.
i went to UM yesterday and managed to catch up with some old friends from asasi.
yg bongoknye time ni la battery camera nk habis kan, so ade sikit gambar sahaje ye kawan2. (alaa, mcm la korang nk tgk sangatt pon)

thanx nazkhalida,zairi,delin,yasmin,emi, and semue2 lahh for the treat ye. korang dtg la UKM pulok ye! =))

fali, mousa ngutuk ko. die xtau aku mesti cite kt ko punye!

hariz yg galak bercerite. zairi si YB yg sentiase sibuk.

buhhbye. xoxo.

goodbye hols

2009-07-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

latest unwanted info.
monday, 10a.m - family law

sumpah malas nk pergi class la weyyy!!
3 more years to go.
i'm counting.

hot hot dramas

2009-07-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

hilary duff is going to be in gossip girl for 5-6 episodes and she'll be Dan's new love interest. better or worse, i can't wait to see.
but Nate's Bree Buckley is, shall i say, ordinary?

6th season of desperate housewives will be aired on sept 27,
edie's not going to be in this show again as she already died. ouhh that's sad.
i really hope to see mike n susan in the next season.
bcuz i hate to watch mike and katherine as they don't have chemistry at all.
this show is always giving me good messages about life. to me, they've never created even 1 boring episode since the first season.
and gaby is the hottest petite latina ever. ;))

september is going to be blast!

p/s: go check out 2009 teen choice awards website and vote! GG have 10 nominations. for those yg lebih dari 19tahun tu kene fake ur age ye. kalau x, xboleh vote. (sumpah rase diri ni dh tue)

xoxo

confession of a shopaholic

2009-07-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

my days were a lil bit dull and empty lately. maybe becuz of the fact that holidays are about to end and i'll be off to ukm this sunday and new semester ( synonymous with new war in hell ) is about to knock me. maybe to some, this semester break was long enough for u to spend time with ur family. but i don't feel the same way. i wish i could extend the holidays. i'm family-type kind of person and easily get home-sick. bear with that.

now i wanna make a confession.
i don't wanna stay dull and empty on my last days of holiday so i managed to burn off some money doing online shopping to cure myself. and the good thing is, it works! ;p

and these are the items which i ordered:
2 checkered/BF shirts
1 jacket
1 yellow bag

okay, don't blame me for being unwise. i guess SHOPPING has dominate me a lil bit.
all of the stuffs will be posted tomorrow through pos laju and most probably i'll get them by friday. ouh, can't wait. it's been ages since i last did my online shoppe shoppe.

goodnight ppl. i need my beauty sleep.
hugs n kisses.

p/s: makan durian banyak sangat. terkentut-kentut aku dibuatnye. jangan makan durian banyak2 okay!

tagged by qila

2009-06-29T04:45:00.000-07:00

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)
once uve been tagged must do! =)

If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute.
YR: i'm cuter.

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome:
YR: tak langsung.

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: also, they like u becuz they wanna take advantage on you.

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: eh, bukan kau ke yg kene repeat semester?

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: i think i saw u on the cover of porn DVD.

If an annoying hot woman/man says:
1) I know you like me.
YR: i don't know you.

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: your big pimples on your forehead.

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: ur not my type either.

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: habis kau tu kaya sangat ke?

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: bajett.

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: sape nk jadi couple kau?

2) May I have your cell phone? please please please?
YR: no way.

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
YR: tanak. sbb mesti bosan hang out dgn kau.

4) What do you like about me?
YR: frankly, i don't know. but i can give u a long list of what i hate about you.

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: the truth is, i don't like u.

If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR: hi slut.

2) You smell like shit!
YR: i think that smell comes from u.

3) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: aku bersyukur dengan ape yg Tuhan bagi, bukan macam kau, buat plastic surgery sana sini.

4) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: and i'm going to kick ur stomach.

If your annoying ex says:

1) I still love you...
YR: but i don't.

2) I know you still love me!
YR: stop dreaming.

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
YR: excuse me, we're over.

4) Please call me...
YR: i blocked ur number already.

5) The break up hurt me so much..
YR: i'm happy with the break up.

If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: and you look awful. are u using this product?

2) Seriously, I used this product and I've Changed!
YR: i can't see the difference.

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: saya mahu diskaun 100%.

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: org cakap tanak, tanak laa.

tagged:
wawa,jaja,fali,shafeeqa,farah eileena,naima.

room-cleaning day

2009-06-28T21:41:00.000-07:00

bilik sudah kemas. happy happy. ;)

project recycle majalah

2009-06-28T19:40:00.000-07:00

selamat pagi malaysia.

i have only one week left for holiday. it's going to be difficult for me to leave home as i had so much amazing moments with the family for the past few weeks.

so, today i've to tidy up my room and thrash off all those things which not be used. and it includes my basket full of CLEOs that i bought since 2005. u just imagine how much thrash i kept in my bedroom. but i'm not gonna recycle the magazines that i bought in 2009. they're still new. sayang la nk buang as u can find a lot of fashion therapies in there. = )

it's gonna get messsssyyyyyy!

p/s: congrats brazil!

xoxo

'weddingss' tagged by shafeeqa

2009-06-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

1. how old are u?
* twen-teen.

2. are u single?
* no. duo.

3. at what age do u think u'll get married?
* when i feel like wanna settle down. and when the Mr. Right propose to me, and when my financial is stable ( tu bermakne habiskan belajar n kerja dahulu ) probably between 25-30.

4. do u think u'll marry the person u are with right now?
* i wish that to come true. =)

5. if not, who do u want to marry?
* i don't have any idea. i believe jodoh di tangan Tuhan.

6. who will be ur bridesmaid or best man?
* definitely my sister, nana.

7. do u want a garden/beach/traditional wedding?
* a traditional one on the first day of wedding, garden wedding the next day, and beach wedding the day after the next day.

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
* venice, paris, london, sydney, instanbul, amsterdam, naik cruise travel satu dunia.

9. how many guests u think u'll invite?
* everyone who knows me and my family

10. will that include ur exes?
* i have only one ex and despite being my good friend right now, we're always hang out and already let go off the pass entirely. in fact, i rather call him my good friend than an ex. and all my friends will be invited. and of course it will include him.

11. how many layers of cake do u want?
* it depends on how long i've been in a relationship with my future husband. if i've spent 5years with him before our marriage, than the layers will be 5.

12. when do u wanna get married, morning or evening?
* m lil bit old-fashioned, nikah will be in the morning, and bersanding sebelah petang. heee

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding
* any of stevie wonder's, lionel richie's, and boyz ll men's

14. do u prefer fine dining or nomal spoon/fork/knife?
* janji food sedap n perut kenyang. kan?

15. champagne or red wine?
* vanilla coke. yg ade kencing manis tu i'll serve diet-coke. =D

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
* days after the wedding. bawak2 bersabor.

17. money or household item?
* show me the money $$$$$$$$

18. how many kids would you like to have?
* the more the better.

19. will you record ur honeymoon on VCD/DVD?
* no i'll record it using smartphone and trus upload kat youtube gune 3G. bior satu dunie melihatnya.

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
* fali,raje,qila,qiukk,farahin,idlod,jaja,wawa,farah eileena,nadhirah naima and all the girls out there.

goodbye MJ

2009-06-25T22:21:00.000-07:00

he's an iconic pop legendary. he had most of THE best songs ever. i love him since i was a kid. i still remember during those old days, when papa bought this laser disc (dulu xde dvd lagi) that includes MJ's best music videos and we watched it in amaze. he's the best in the world.
I can associate moments of my childhood with MJ's songs.
I will never forget his music. he's one of my childhood faves!
and yes he made mistakes and bizarre things during his lifetime but he still human ppl.
and he had inspired so much singers in this millenia.
NO ONE can top ur live performances and NO ALBUM can top Thriller, the world biggest selling album of all time.
deepest condolescences to Jackson's family.
may u rest in peace MJ.
YOU'RE THE BEST EVER .
hands down.

p/s: lets listen to his musics and watch his superb dance moves as contribution to his greatest talent that world can't replace. oh, it'll make the tears stream. =,(

michael bay made millions in a day

2009-06-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

OH MY GODD!
transformers sumpah best macam haramm!!! @#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&

cinema brduyun2 org dtg. xpenah tgk org mcm tu punye ramai nk tgk wayang kt kluang ni okayyy!!!

the autobots, the special effects, it was ahhmaaaaeezinggg! seriously, ahhhmaaaaeeeeeezinngggg!!!
it is automatically be my favorite action movie of 2009!
just imagine, bndr kluang yg x brape nk besar ni pon org dtg brpusu2 nk tgk transformers,
ape lagi satu dunia!
michael bay, u were really made millions of profit today. well done.
and itu baru harini. in one month time, it can be billions, bazillions, or gazillions!

and Bumblebee is sooooo adorable. aaawwww. but my ultimate autobot hero would be Optimus Prime. ;)

sape nk belanje tgk wayang??
bcuz i wanna watch it again!!

i miss chesco

2009-06-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

STF won the JOHOR BAND COMPETITION.
congrats kiddos!

chesco, mau jumpe anda semue!
i miss school. period.

p/s: qiukk, if kamu buat sleepover 2x, i can join. :)

xoxo

back off

2009-06-23T08:42:00.000-07:00

i warn u, back off.
whoever u may be.
stop messing around, it's not funny.

things are getting so much complicated because of YOU.
thank u very much.

no XOXO this time.

ey sam witwicky, i'm counting days to watch ya

2009-06-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

the battle of autobots is about to come.
i'm sure all of u can't wait to be amazed by transformers2:revenge of the fallen. well, so am i!
i've just downloaded all the soundtracks from this movie and i can feel the excitement already.
i'm kind of over-thrilled to watch it becuz i know it will be going to be a smash blockbuster!
will be going to hit cinema this 24th june with my childhood friends.
and will definitely watch it at kluang mall instead of kluang parade as kluang mall has greater sound system compared to the latter.
so,
bring it on, autobots!

buhhbye.

haute haute summer

2009-06-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

so, chace crawford is this year PEOPLE's hottest bachelor! well, that's hot. that hunk really deserves the title. he even beat out rob pattinson and qila's adam lambert (haha). whoaahh.

p/s: i think i wanna see chace and carrie to rekindle. i love them both. hehe

buhhbye.

tagged by 'yuna' ukm

2009-06-17T23:33:00.000-07:00

‘dia’ dalam tag kali ini boleh jadi sesiapa sahaja yang anda ingin perkatakan. i choose nurfarahin baharul ulum, kawan baik saya ketika di STF. kami dh lama tidak berjumpe. beliau berada di christchurch, NZ sekarang, melanjutkan pelajaran. saya sangat merindui anda!

1. Apakah hubungan awak dan dia?

kawan dikala susah dan senang.

2. 5 impression terhadap dia

otak geliga, kind-hearted, understanding, competitive, penyayang

3. Perkara yang paling memorable yang dia lakukan kat awak

kalau saya homesick di asrama, die akan peluk saya dan kami nangis bersame-same.

4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak?

sangat banyak. antaranya, dia pernah kata die sangat suka berkawan dgn saya. (betul kan, farahin?haha)

5. Kalau dia kekasih awak..

saya berbangga kerana mempunyai kekasih yg cerdik pandai

6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak.

dia takkan jadi musuh saya

7. Kalau dia kekasih awak. awak akan:

jaga dia sepenuhnya

8. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak... mungkin kerana:

kami takkan bermusuh walau ape pon terjadi

9. Overall impression tentang dia:

down-to-earth kind of person

10. The most desirable thing to do to her/him:

protecting her from anything that may hurt her.

11. Apakah awak rasa tentang pandangan orang terhadap awak?

most frequently, saya x kesah. asalkan x melampaui batas. mind ur own business sudahh.

12. The character of you for yourself?

take things easy. i hate to complicate things.

13. On contrary, the character you hate about you

BIG spender. ;(

14. The most ideal person you want to be with:

each and one person in my family.

15. For people who like you.. tell something about them:

most probably they like me because i....hmmmm....okay i don't know why they like me.

16. Ten people you tag:

farahin ulum

fali

qurratu aini

jajabelle

raja arina

id lod

debb

qilacob

shafeeqa

farah eileena

17. No.2 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

encik megat ;p

18. Is no.3 female or male?

female. a hot yet decent one.

19. If no.7 and 10 have a relationship..

farah eileena sudah mempunyai haziqnya. so, takkan berlaku laaa. dan mustahil juge!

20. Macam mana dengan no.5 dengan no.8?

oh qila dan raje? hahahaha! chesco, tolong jawab.

21. No. 4 single kah?

oh ye. tetapi keluarge dan kawan2 tidak sabar tunggu dia in a relationship.

22. No.1 belajar apa?

bachelor degree in speech n language therapy (edited)

23. Say sumthing about no.9:

saya punye entertainment-junkie-mate!

work of art. it's beautiful.

2009-06-15T06:14:00.000-07:00

where shall i begin?

# i'm kinda proud of my current waist measurement. i lost 3inches! can u believe that? a girl who has passion in FOOD had just cut down her fat capacity in her stomach. i'm sooo having faith in my PILATES.

# since i'm a flats freak, i'm satisfied with my collection of flats and now i'm planning to expand something in my collection. checkered shirts.

# july is about to come. it is indicating that holidays are about to over. i'm soo not looking forward to this new semester. don't ask me why. i think i should gain some spirit by now.

# just finished reading one of the little black dress books. it's called 'pick me up' by zoe rice. it's funny, witty n less-complicated. the reason why i love allowing myself to indulge into this collection of little black dress novels is bcuz most of their stories are light yet very amusing. it makes u feel occupied especially during holidays.

# currently listening to the kooks. british bands are like work of art, aren't they? it'll be such a waste not to value.

lame updates end for now. buhhbye. xoxo.

anton yelchin the new crush

2009-06-12T21:32:00.001-07:00

was hanging out with nana, syahirah, muaz n haziq last night. we had dinner at HEIDI. thanx for the treat eh haziq!

haziq n muaz cakap "kau dah kurus sikit lah" yaaaayyyyyy!! looks like they can see the good outcome of my pilates workout. hihiii. hah, en.hariz, dengar tuh!

got nothing to do last night n we decided to watch midnight movie - terminator salvation. thanks to papa bcuz permitted us to watch it.

the movie was like bombing here n there but since i wanted to watch some action, that was the perfect movie.

plus, i likeeyy likeeeyy that anton yelchin lah! can't wait to watch new york, i love you bcuz i watched paris, je'taime before and it was awesome. good romance they created there.

AND i'm sooo cannot wait to see anton yelchin and blake lively together in new york, i love you! it'll be smoking hott and romantic!

yaya is enjoying her weekend. buhhhbye. xoxo

shafeeqa, i curik. bosan laaa.

2009-06-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR :
1. Last beverage : sunkist orange juice.
2. Last phone call : en. loco
3. Last text message: en. loco lagi.
4. Last song you listened to : my ringtone. the strokes-you only live once
5. Last time you cried : this afternoon. the results made the tears streamed.

HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice : nope.
7. Been cheated on : once.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : nope. i love kisses. hahaha.
9. Lost someone special : a very long long time ago.
10. Been depressed : if it is becuz of the result, yes, i'm depressed.
11. Been drunk and threw up : alcohol is a big NO-NO.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS :
12. earth colours
13. chelsea's colour
14. bright colours
(u define it)

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009)
15. Made a new friend : yea, a lot.
16. Fallen out of love : nope.
17. Laughed until you cried : yes yes! mase tgk paul blart:mall cop! bapak lawak!
18. Met someone who changed you : actually, hariz did change some of my attitudes. hmmm
19. Found out who your true friends were : yezzahh!
20. Found out someone was talking about you : u're nobody untill u're talked about. so, i dun give a damn. (sooo into gg)

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : hmmm, nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : most of them i know in real life.
23. How many kids do you want to have : any numbers will do. = )
24. Do you have any pets : yes! mojo! the hamster. it's mine n hariz's.
25. Do you want to change your name : no thank u. i just love the way it is.

26. What did you do for your last birthday : went to damansara, celebrated it with hariz, jaja n wawa. they gave me presents. classic-cheese cake was there. we went to uitm at 3 in the morning. ade bapuk nk kacau hariz kt toilet Shell. hahaha.
27. What time did you wake up today : malu la nk cakap. pass!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : YM-ing with shafeeqa n jaja while checking up on my results.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : the new season of GG n OTH!
30. Last time you saw your Mother : 1 minute ago. she just went upstairs.

31. What is 1 thing you wish you could change about your life: i'm grateful for what i have in life.
32. What are you listening to right now : kris allen's.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : acap tom. hariz's ex-schoolmate.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : the slow connection of the internet.
35. Most visited webpage : imdb, blogspots, fb, e-online, gg insider.

36. Whats your real name : suraya hani roslan.
37. Nicknames : yaya yoyo yeye yiyi yuyu. just yaya.
38. Relationship Status : in a relationship with locoyoco.
39. Zodiac sign : taurus
40. Male or female? : female laa. xkan third gender kot.

41. Elementary : convent kindergarten
42. Middle School? : SRK canossian convent
43. High school/college? : SMK canossian convent/sekolah tun fatimah/uitm/ukm
44. Hair colour : pure blacky black
45. Long or short : shoulder-length.

46. Height : 167cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : dave annable
48. What do you like about yourself? : flats freak!
49. Piercings : ears.
50. Tattoos : NO-NO.
51. Righty or lefty : righty. but actually, lefty's are cool. raje, jgn perasan.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: honestly, none!
53. First piercing : when i was 6yrs old.
54. First best friend : syaheera bt hasbullah.
55. First sport you joined : 100m sprint. wow.
56. First vacation : tioman kot. if m not mistaken.
58. First pair of trainers : i dun have trainers.

RIGHT NOW :
59. Eating : nothing.
60. Drinking : nothing.
61. I'm about to : going upstairs and watch ANTM.
62. Listening to : kris allen's.
63. Waiting on : nothing.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? : tell me who doesn't want kids?
65. Get Married? : again, tell me who don't wanna get married?
66. Career? : pass.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes : eyes. the smoky smoky one.
68. Hugs or kisses : both.
69. Shorter or taller : tall is hot.
70. Older or Younger : older is mature. mature is hot!
71. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : 6 paxx is definitely my taste.
73. Sensitive or loud : neither of it.
74. Hook-up or relationship : relationship. kowt.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : we're not in Hollywood.
77. Drank hard liquor : Muslims don't take alcohol.
78. Lost glasses/contacts : yes. and i hate it.
79. Sex on first date : spoil!
80. Broken someone's heart : yes.
82. Been arrested : no.
83. Turned someone down : yes.
84. Cried when someone died : yes.
85. Fallen for a friend? : oh that's lame.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : i don't know.
87. Miracles : yes.
88. Love at first sight : i've experienced it. so, big YES-YES!
89. Heaven : termaktub dalam al-QURAN.
90. Santa Claus : custom.
91. Kiss on the first date : spoil!
92. Angels : yes, i do.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : nope. m not that desperate.
95. Did you sing today? : yes yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody : errr, yess.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : the farthest i could go.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : m not so sure.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : yes, and i am right now.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : this is my blog. suke hati la nk post as ape.

WHAT A DAY!

2009-06-11T04:38:00.000-07:00

first of all, results came out. and all of my friends got very satisfying results. u guys are all smarty-pants. i feel small, brainless and ashame. but somehow, first year was over. i wanna get over it and move on. maybe my effort wasn't great enough to be repaid with excellent results. i learnt my lesson. second year is coming. work hard.

second of all, there was a stranger that totally creeps me out. i'm sooo gonna tell hariz about this. i went to kluang mall this evening to watch 'monsters vs alien' together with nana n syahirah. as we got 2hours to wait for the show, i went to popular bookstore. n there came this fellar whom i really don't have any idea who he was, asking me bowt my shirt. die ckp, ' i pon ade corak same mcm ur shirt, nasib baik x pakai, klu x same la kite '. i was just smiled and continued browsing the shelves looking for a book to buy. he was still there, browsing the same shelves as mine and walking around the store but i can see that he gave a slight glance at me. i was feeling so uncomfortable. he came to me again. he asked, ' belajar kat mane? ' i answered the question heartlessly. n then he said ' owh tgh cuti sem la ni, i pon klu x mengajar xtau nk buat ape kt rumah, merayap kt bookstore je la '
like i care. durh. n then he asked this n that, he did the talking more than me.

i quickly took the book that i've chosen and went to the cashier. i got out from the bookstore with nana n syahirah. when i was about to feel a lil bit of relieve, i bumped into him in front of this clothing store. i just gave him my bitter smile n walked away. we entered the clothing store and guess what, he was there too! he kinda paused me from having window shopping with my siblings n he asked me ' kenal x this one lecturer yg mengajar kt ukm? ' he gave the name n i said i don't know. law lecturers pon x semue aku kenal, bodoh. he said he's a lecturer at UTHM. he kept asking me this n that n i felt annoyed. nana n syahirah were beside me n tau x ape die ckp kt adik2 aku? ' u all nk pg shopping, pegilah, i nk ckp dgn kakak u jap ' rase nk sepak je tengkorak kepale die okayy!!
unfortunately, i didnt have the strength to do that. n he asked for my telephone number, i was about not to give him but he told me to dial his number so that i can leave a miscall and he can get my number. i just did what he asked me to do bcuz i wanna get rid of him a.s.a.p!

scary okayy! n then went to secret recipe jap sbb lame lg movie nk start. that fellar called. i didn't answer. gile ke nk jawab. baru 5 minit he was out of sight n then he called. i called hariz n bual2 jap dgn die bcuz i wanna avoid the stranger's call. bile dh hbs ckp with hariz, bnyk gile miscall from die okayy! n then he texted me, ' x sudi jawab call i ke? ' i felt like wanna throw up. sumpah geliii! yucks. hariz, tolonnnggg! pastu, time dlm cinema pon die bnyk kali call okay!!!
he texted me again, ' jgn fikir bukan2 pasal i, if ade financial problem just contact me k '
financial problem??!! ingat aku xde family ke klu ade financial problem?? takut gile akuu!!! ntah die suruh buat kerje ape2 ntah nk tlg dari segi financial konon! selisih malaikat 44! rase nk tukar no phone pon ade gak nih. ceh. it was really a day, wasn't it? bahaye gak kluang ni. kat kl pon x penah kena dgn org mcm ni. dh la siblings semue perempuan. nasib baik la xde pape tadi.

so, girls, be careful of what ur doing, who u talk with, cuz there are sooo many orang gila xde otak out there. creepy okayyy!!!

i'm soo relieved that i'm safely home.

xoxo

self-obsessed terlampau

2009-06-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

".....and if u don't mind can u tell me all ur hopes and fears......"

"........is ur skin as tan as mine? does ur hair flow side ways......"

"......ur like a rocket in my mind...."

"......oohh bulan, enggan melayan diriku lagi, pabila air mata membasahi pipi......"

the checkered shirt, the tan skin, the shawl, the acoustic guitar.

MACAM YUNA TAK???

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

p/s: naima jgn risau, kau tetap yuna no. 1 dalam batch kite! hehe

movies make my day

2009-06-08T06:32:00.000-07:00

i am SUPER-BORING.
going to download as much movies as i can using torrent.
and right now, '17 again' and 'ghosts of girlfriends past' are progressing.
i wanna fill the days with extra entertainments before the semester knock me.
in life, it's legal to get amused sometimes.

p/s: can't wait for tranformers:revenge of the fallen, footloose and the twilight saga: new moon hit the cinemas!

the unforgettable getaway

2009-06-07T00:53:00.000-07:00

holla ppl!
just got back from my sweet holiday escape.
i really had a very good time in vacating myself. so much fun!
i have problem with my blogger in uploading the pictures here.
so, for photo viewing, u are welcome to click this.
sorry for the unforeseeable technical problem.

let the pictures speak the thousand words, eh?

p/s: it's good to be back home. i miss malaysia's hot temparature!

xoxo

victory-vacation-mode

2009-05-30T09:27:00.000-07:00

GUUS, U DID A VERY MAGNIFICENT JOB!

GUUS, UR THE MAN BEHIND THE VICTORY!!
WE MISSED THAT TITLE IN THE EUROPEAN CUP,
BUT WE'RE STILL SPARKLING IN THE LONDON STAGE!
-lampard shouldnt've been given yellow card
-malouda's goal kire masuk laaaaa
-referee bute
-i'm so flattered that they won. *tears of joy*

p/s: man utd, jumpe anda di community shield.

off to vacation. see u guys soon.

xoxo

distance

2009-05-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

as much as i love holiday, i have to admit that i hate being far away from yuh.

i miss sitting next to u while u were driving.
i miss watching football at mamak's with u.
i miss eating subway with u and insist the waiter to give us more voucher.
i miss dragging u to accompany me shopping.
i miss having lunch with u at D'limau nipis.
i miss punching u.
i miss ur lullabies.
i miss u instruct me like a JPJ while i was driving.
i miss u waiting for me at kajai.
i miss eating sushi with u.
i miss u singing the same old songs in your car. ( especially lagu afdlin yg kelakar tu!)
i miss the smell of ur perfume.
i miss the look on ur face when u were sulking with me.
i miss arguing with u about football, this and that.
i miss having dinner with u at BBB.
i miss damansara - our favorite spot.
i miss ur gelabahness when ur mum and dad call u bile i ade kt sebelah.
i miss fighting with u on which was the right direction to go here and there.
i miss makan maggi goreng mamak kt fariz maju with u! kluang punye mamak x best laaa.
i miss talking with u about future.

I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!

my life is colorful when i'm with u.

till we meet again.

xoxo

can't wait for the escapade

2009-05-28T00:02:00.002-07:00

hello ppl!

BARCA = champions of europe!!
i'm glad. truly glad.
for man utd fans, sabar naaaa. i know it's hard to endure.
well that's how i felt during final champs league last season.
even worse man, we lost bcuz of penalties. haihhh.
so, move on k devils.

melB escape : 3 more days! =D

xoxo

rukun diet

2009-05-25T04:48:00.002-07:00

just did 30mins pilates. this is how i make use of my evenings during the holiday. sounds fun? girls are easily intimidated by fat or others' comments bout their physical appearances. well, so am i.
i am hoping this 30mins workout that i execute everyday will do wonders to my body. i know beauty won't last. it's just that world is cruel. reality is cruel. and u have to fit in a society that involves physical attraction as its main rule and principle.

so here goes my oath = rukun diet.

maka saya,
protege obesiti, (not so obese laa)
berikrar,
bahawa sesungguhnya,
akan menumpukan,
seluruh tenaga dan usaha saya,
bagi mencapai berat badan ideal,
dan menjaga,
pemakanan saya,
serta perut boroi saya,
dengan penuh kedaulatan,
dan kesusilaan.
berdasarkan prinsip2 yang berikut:

kepercayaan kepada diet,
kesetiaan kepada pilates,
keluhuran ketika bersenam,
kedaulatan sayur salad,
kesopanan dan kesusilaan.

p/s: what's the most important is your INNER BEAUTY. your heart, your faith, your soul. people are beautiful in their very own way. so are YOU.

teater musical ape ceghite?

2009-05-21T00:03:00.000-07:00

1. i am sooo in the world of boredomness and empty-headed. i need craaaazyy things to do. i need suggestions.

2. GG and OTH are already ended for the season. i am looking forward to a massive bombastic in the next season like SERIOUSLY!

3. dave annable is driving me insane. haihhh. BROTHERS and SISTERS is nothing without him.

4. james morrison will be having his first tour around UK and Ireland along with OneRepublic. dtg la msia cepaaattt oiii!

5. i miss SHOP. this is the biggest temptation i have to resist. for a moment, mind u.

6. also, i have to think on the storyline of my batch's musical theater. it is driving me nuts bcuz it will be played in the 1st semester of my second year. clock's ticking. wawa jaja, i need u guys here laaaaaa. klu korang depan mate baru semangat nk pikir.

7. my batch is full of talents. i don't wanna brag but it is true. so, m going to say i kinda feel confident with the theater. HMMMMM

8. kris allen won the idol! i tawt it was going to be adam lambert. but both of them are superbly fantastic.

9. will be going to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 tomorrow night with my family. come and join the clan.

saye sgt rinduuu anda semue.

xoxo

yester-day and night

2009-05-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

so, my family decided to go to jay-bee yester-day for having some shopping spree at so called the biggest jusco in the country - jusco tebrau city. it wasn't excites me much due to the fact that i'm BROKE.

as we arrived, we had lunch first and pathetically, yes we were hungry bcuz it was already later in the afternoon and we haven't had any meals since morning. so, my dad said manhattan fish market could be the nicest spot to have brunch. cool.

so, after perut sudah kenyang and happy, we started on the shopping journey by entering MANGO which is located near the mfm. no sale, so we got out of the store. next stop, ESPRIT. their new arrivals were pretty and kind of suit my taste but new arrivals wey, mane ade cut-down price. so, we decided to get out of the store.
nana asked me to join her at NAFNAF and i refused to go there as i didn't have money and i don't want to crave over some other stuffs that i actually can't buy at this particular moment. so, NAFNAF passed.
we walk and walk and walk and syahirah asked me to enter ROXY pulak. so i just teman her browsing over some cute tees and sweaters. ROXY isn't my cup of tea and i told her tlg cepat sikit and she said that the prices aren't reasonable for certain clothes and we got out and she told that she wants to go to REJECT SHOP.

in front of ROXY, there was ELLE and next to it was TOPSHOP. nana and i were excited to enter both stores bcuz they had SALE UP TO 50% sign hanging on the glass. nice. there was this one leather skinny pants i saw in TOPSHOP that really really caught my attention. it has 50% less and seriously i felt like wanna buy it. it has my size which was totally made me wanna grab it! and after cutting down the price, the after-sale price is not exceeding rm100. but nana told me that better for me to keep the money for trench coat and stop buy unnecessary things since i'm broke right now. she was right. so i stepped out my feet from TOPSHOP waving a goodbye to my i'm-soo-obsess-i-want-that leather skinny pants!
we entered ELLE, there were lots of trenches that i actually like. i bought the black one using my only only money. it had 20% sale. nana bought one too. soooo, i'm broke, again.
we met papa n mama at BRITISH INDIA. syahirah and i decided to seat on the bench in front of that store bcuz my shoes are starting to kill my feet. waiting for papa searcing his stuffs in there.
later, he got out of the store with a BRITISH INDIA shopping bag in his hand. envy.
and then he treated mama this one really comfy shoes at HUSH PUPPIES. i want one! "you shopped a lot since u got ur scholarship" he said. so, we continue walking and went to the first floor.

REJECT SHOP was there and we entered in. each and everyone of us bought something. yes, i'm included. mama paid for me. i was such a loser. syahirah bought many clothes there. and lame gileee nk tnggu diorg ni shopping kat REJECT SHOP.
i entered PADINI CONCEPT STORE bcuz i have this voucher which i got for being a member. hmm, nothing interesting so i got out.
nana felt like trying perfumes and we got into DIOR booth at parkson, the new j'adore smells sweet.

we were so exhausted and papa told us to stop by at DANGA BAY to have dinner. and on the way home, dgr la konsert final AF kat radio. hafiz won, he's the only person who deserves it i reckon.

as we arrived home, i've freshen up, kemas sikit2 barang and the clock shown that it was already 12 a.m.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND.
wish u an infinite happiness throughout the year and may u cut down ur consumption of cigarettes.
the rest of the wishes are written in the card that i posted to u.
i don't wanna publish it here. it's confidential u guys. =)

p/s: the connection is soo slow. so, i'll be uploaded the rest of the pics later eh. xoxo

undescribably lovely movie ever!

2009-05-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

yesterday i watched this all time fav film of mine late at night bcuz i was helplessly can't sleep.
i think i watched it for a bazillionth time??
(m not sure whether the figure are exist or not)
but frankly, i never get bored or yawn or disinterested watching this movie.
this sounds a little cliche, i know. little or massive cliche?? whatever.

the movie was astounding. the lines were beautifully scripted.
in short, it is not a typical love movie.
it's very pure, sincere, and ORIGINAL.
it is not somewhat like romeo and juliet or overrated love story ---- u feel like barfing while watching it bcuz u realize that it is totally doesn't make sense sometimes.

but this movie is different. bcuz it taught me to accept someone who loves and cares about you and stop pushing yourselves over someone who misusing the word of 'love'.
alright, boring huh?
okay i dun have any idea what i was saying and i know u feel like u might be vomit if i write more.

just buy this movie on dvd or you can download it using torrent or whatever p2p source you have bcuz it is definitely worth it. and i think it has been played on HBO if m not mistaken.
try to foculize on every single line that they're saying and don't do any works while watching it.
ur gonna love it! well, if u don't, i believe everyone have a different opinion and perception and i respect that.

plus, jude law is, shall i say hot? okay that's a bonus.

p/s: i am sooo into the movie. that explains a lot. apparently.

xoxo

move on is the best

2009-05-10T22:33:00.000-07:00

instead of mourning over our major dissapointment during champions league,
we MOVE ON!
we smashed gunners' ass 1-4 baby.
that's the best.
getting back the spirit to face everton this end of month.
nothing beats chelsea's strong mentality and high-above-the-sky spirit.

xoxo